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Enlightened Defiler
This carcass is bound to me
Created on 2004-06-25 00:03:51 (#3600155), last updated 2005-04-18
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Basic Info| Name: | Ember SwiftWater |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 09-15 |
| Location: | Chattanooga, Tennessee, United States |
| Website: | Number One Crush |
BioIf you can't reach me on AIM with Ember SwiftWater, try IMing IX Illyria XI.
Beneath this scape of sun
I claw at every minute as we
Clutch today
In disdain of tomorrow
The holiness of now
Which we will soon betray
And with a sickening hope
I dangle from the modicum
Of chance that has run
Two steps ahead always
It mocks as I
Lose track of everyone
I could have turned my back
To make myself more nothing yet
So give me comfort now
It is the last that we will ever get
And as the stars arise
To call the end of time
With midnight near
I look into my hands
The only thing I've held
Is foolish fear
I turn my head at last
Now giving up pursuit
With what to show?
I've been outrun but given this,
The only joy of our regret: to know
This could have been yours
There's no place that still remains
Just deserted space all left in grey
Why did we lose, the knowledge of time?
Is this the price, the hell we pay?
The poisoned fear known to man
is he who try to find his path
The collective force blaming you
"This is day day we split in half"
Thrown to the gallow, forgotten and sore
sworn to be different in what way I can
The sultry taste that is special to me
is the last gleeful glimpse of a bitter man
Down and troubled, in search for better days
Back to the beginning, I'm at the end
All my time, compressed to itching moments
as the future repeats today
So impressed, lost the faith in all I had
Broken down, I'm on my way to be dissolved
The hopes and prays of things to come
I've lost them all with glory
Urgent to aim for that short-lived joy
I see gold in all that lies before me
And so we ignore the beggers cup
Praise your act in the Grand Finale
Teach the unborn the winners sign
a welcome grin to the world Royal
So you've come to say you're very sorry.
"It won't happen again - forgive me?"
Time will not heal these wounds.
And I'm bleeding because of you.
Was everything we had just a joke?
I've run out of patience, tears and hope.
Love does not conquer all.
And I'm screaming because of you.
Too late for apologies.
In the shadow of the light from a black sun.
Frigid statue standing icy blue and numb.
Where are the frost giants I've begged for protection?
I'm freezing.
Cold winter winds that chill my heart with sleet & snow.
Not from the north come to this glacial abode.
But from your dimension cryogenic limbo.
I'm freezing.
I'm frozen.
It's too late.
Misguided Messiah
Pariah of twisted beauty
Spirit of fire climb higher
And higher ever
Desire, desire, to taste all
That isn't worthy
Enlightened defiler, to tire
Would shame your brilliance
Show us your fire
Messiah of phoenix wing and
Unburden, empower, deliver
The Light of Knowing
Lucifer Rising
Misguided Messiah
Pariah of twisted beauty
Spirit of fire climb higher
And higher ever
Desire, desire, to taste all
That isn't worthy
Warning: If you can't handle the at times senseless and always endless rantings and ravings of an obsessive fangirl, maybe you shouldn't talk to me. =P Also, I tend to post a lot of fanfics but most always it's behind a lj-cut. If you're easily offended, you might wanna read the fine print. =P I'll specify whether or not I wrote it and it's rating and why and stuff like that.
Oh, one other thing. The degrading of Alexis Denisof, Alyson Hannigan, Amy Acker, Julian McMahon, James Marsters, or anything related to Buffy the Vampire Slayer or Angel the series will cause you to fall victim to my wrath. Watch your step. I am SO serious.
Beneath this scape of sun
I claw at every minute as we
Clutch today
In disdain of tomorrow
The holiness of now
Which we will soon betray
And with a sickening hope
I dangle from the modicum
Of chance that has run
Two steps ahead always
It mocks as I
Lose track of everyone
I could have turned my back
To make myself more nothing yet
So give me comfort now
It is the last that we will ever get
And as the stars arise
To call the end of time
With midnight near
I look into my hands
The only thing I've held
Is foolish fear
I turn my head at last
Now giving up pursuit
With what to show?
I've been outrun but given this,
The only joy of our regret: to know
This could have been yours
There's no place that still remains
Just deserted space all left in grey
Why did we lose, the knowledge of time?
Is this the price, the hell we pay?
The poisoned fear known to man
is he who try to find his path
The collective force blaming you
"This is day day we split in half"
Thrown to the gallow, forgotten and sore
sworn to be different in what way I can
The sultry taste that is special to me
is the last gleeful glimpse of a bitter man
Down and troubled, in search for better days
Back to the beginning, I'm at the end
All my time, compressed to itching moments
as the future repeats today
So impressed, lost the faith in all I had
Broken down, I'm on my way to be dissolved
The hopes and prays of things to come
I've lost them all with glory
Urgent to aim for that short-lived joy
I see gold in all that lies before me
And so we ignore the beggers cup
Praise your act in the Grand Finale
Teach the unborn the winners sign
a welcome grin to the world Royal
So you've come to say you're very sorry.
"It won't happen again - forgive me?"
Time will not heal these wounds.
And I'm bleeding because of you.
Was everything we had just a joke?
I've run out of patience, tears and hope.
Love does not conquer all.
And I'm screaming because of you.
Too late for apologies.
In the shadow of the light from a black sun.
Frigid statue standing icy blue and numb.
Where are the frost giants I've begged for protection?
I'm freezing.
Cold winter winds that chill my heart with sleet & snow.
Not from the north come to this glacial abode.
But from your dimension cryogenic limbo.
I'm freezing.
I'm frozen.
It's too late.
Misguided Messiah
Pariah of twisted beauty
Spirit of fire climb higher
And higher ever
Desire, desire, to taste all
That isn't worthy
Enlightened defiler, to tire
Would shame your brilliance
Show us your fire
Messiah of phoenix wing and
Unburden, empower, deliver
The Light of Knowing
Lucifer Rising
Misguided Messiah
Pariah of twisted beauty
Spirit of fire climb higher
And higher ever
Desire, desire, to taste all
That isn't worthy
Warning: If you can't handle the at times senseless and always endless rantings and ravings of an obsessive fangirl, maybe you shouldn't talk to me. =P Also, I tend to post a lot of fanfics but most always it's behind a lj-cut. If you're easily offended, you might wanna read the fine print. =P I'll specify whether or not I wrote it and it's rating and why and stuff like that.
Oh, one other thing. The degrading of Alexis Denisof, Alyson Hannigan, Amy Acker, Julian McMahon, James Marsters, or anything related to Buffy the Vampire Slayer or Angel the series will cause you to fall victim to my wrath. Watch your step. I am SO serious.
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